nagbabalik... ^_^

dahil hindi ako makatulog..

nagusap ang puso at isip ko..

ISIP- di ako makatulog puso, tulungan mo naman ako..please..

PUSO- ano ka ba isip, andame ko na nga pinoproblema eeh, saken ka pa tumakbo?

ISIP- e ano bang problema mo?

PUSO- e di yang mga pinagiisip mo..kalurkaaayy..Kaya di ka siguro makatulog eeh!

ISIP- e wag mo kasi silang dibdibin..

PUSO- then stop thinking para hindi ako nadadamay!!!

TUMMY- ang ingay nyong dalawa, kita ng namimilipit na ko sa sakit dito eeh.. SHUT UP!!!

INTESTINE- ano ba yan, nagkabuhol buhol na tuloy ako sa inyo!!!

LIVER- tinamaan na din ata ako!!

LUNGS- STOP na, di na ako makahinga!!!! AAaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh..




.....DEADSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS...

THE END.. ^_^

i surrender...

For the past few days, hindi ako makapagsulat sa blog ko, hindi dahil sa wala akong masulat, infact andame ko ngang gusto isulat pero wala ako sa mood. Hindi ko kasi alam kung pano ko siya talaga uumpisahan. Ayaw ko sana kasi maging unfair. Bwahahaha.

But after attending the feast and have heard Bro. Bo's preach early this morning, naliwanagan ako. Hehehe.

Now I understand that in order to be truly blessed and happy, you have to surrender everything to Him including your DREAMS, your FAMILY, LOVED ONES, as in everything.

I've been havin' a hard time for the past few weeks thinking about this friend of mine.

Super hirap kasi i'm in a relationship right now but we didn't see other that much because it's complicated. Maybe that's why I've fallen inlove with this friend of mine but i didn't told him what I'm already feelin' about him right now. 

I know it's wrong pero hindi ko naman po ginusto yun, bigla na lang nangyare. 

But it's a one sided love cause he didn't knew it at all and wala na akong balak pang sabihin sa kanya. 

Ilang araw akong napuyat, hindi makatulog at mapakali kakaisip kong dapat ko bang sabihin at aminin sa kanya or wag na lang dahil kahit sabihin ko naman I know hindi niya ko magugustuhan. 

Ang masaket pa nun alam ko na may iba syang gusto. 

Umiwas ako sa kanya, hindi ko siya kinausap for how many weeks, tinignan ko kung mamimiss niya ko but sad to say mukhang baliktad ang nangyare.

Ako ang nakamiss sa kanya ng sobra, as in sobra talaga na tipong mababaliw na ko. 

Malungkot pa nun parang di man lang niya ako namiss. Huhuhu

At first, kala ko mas ok na lumayo sa kanya at wag na magparamdam pa, pero mali ako.

So I decided na to keep in touch with him and stayed to be his friend.

I don't also want to hurt the person whom I am committed now. 

Inisip ko na lang na mas makakasama ko siya ng matagal if we will stayed friends ayt?

No break ups pa..hehehehe

Narealize ko na tama ang desisyon ko pagkatapos marinig yung preach kanina ni Bro. Bo.

"SEek ye first the kongdom of God, and all these things shall be added unto you."

You need to first seek your dreams and if you have found it, be ready to SURRENDER it to God.

Dahil hindi naman lahat ng dreams na gusto natin nakukuha natin at dahil hindi lahat ng ginusto natin ay para satin talaga kaya be ready to surrender it to Him.

You just need to trust in Him.

AND THE BEST IS YET TO COME.

 Naisip ko lang, tama na ni surrender ko na siya, maybe somehow he's not the one I deserve.

Masakeeettt..Ouch..but I have to.

I know that the best is yet to come. Hehehehe ^_^

Because it's my B-day..

Bago matapos ang araw na ito...
Gusto kong taos-pusong magpasalamat sa mga kaibigan ko na nakasama kong sumalubong sa aking B-day!
Maraming salamat sa pizza party na hinanda nyo, mas mabute pa dn talaga ang mga biglaang lakad. Bwahahaha ^_^

Maraming maraming salamat sa inyo.

Kahet hindi natuloy ang parteeeey na pinaplano ko,
naging super enjoy at saya pa din ng b-day ko dahil sa inyo.
Sa totoo lang, medyo nalungkot ako dahil akala ko dahil sa may bagyo eh di ko na naman maenjoy ang aking kaarawan.
Kaya muli,

Thank youuuuuuuuu sooo muuucccchhhh my friends...

Sa nageffort na sunduin at ihatid ako para lang payagan ako, thank u much..ehehehe :p

Sa ex kong supeer baet at hindi ako nakakalimutan, salamat ng marami sa cake na gift.

Natouch ako ng sobra. Pansin ko lang tuwing bday q hindi ka nakakalimot magbigay ng cake,
pinapataba mo ba ko? bwahahaha (joke) Anyway, thank you din po ng madame.

And to my supeer dupeer friend na  supeeer nageffort para gumawa ng video para igreet ako..

Masyado nya pong pinaghandaan yan..
Sa sobrang ganda ng video gugustuhin nyo na pong ihagis ang pc nyo habang pinapanood ito.
Bwahahahahahaha..
Kaya minabuti ko na picture nalang nya ang ilagay baka kasi mabugbug sya pagtapos itong mapanood ng nkararami..hahahahaha lels..joke lang..

I lily lily lily like it my friend..

I hope next time my background music..(demanding) hehehe
Thank you soo much din po..Sobrang natawa ako habang pinapanood sya. hehehe




Thank you din po sa lahat ng bumate.
Hindi ko na po kayo iisa-isahin..ehehehe

Sa mga hindi pa nakakabati, pwede pa pong humabol pero with gifts na po..

Ipadeliver nyo nlan po sa aming bahay..hehehehe

Sa mga hindi nakaalala, hindi din kita babatiin sa bday mo..hahahaha
joke lang..i understand, Masyado ka sigurong bz. ^_^

Muli...

Maraming maraming salamat sa inyong lahat..

LOve you all..muaah

the best love letters ever..

    










Who knows how to read alibata?

Nakalimutan ko na kasi..
at naiwala ko yung kodigo ko dto..
Hahahaha.. lels..
D ko na tuloy sya ulet mabasa..
harhar :P


I'm just happy seeing and reading these love letters of mine again..

Natutuwa ako kasi naeexcite ako lalo pag may twist at pag pinapahirapan muna aq bago ko sya mabasa..



^_^

 

Pero pinaka-asteeeg tong huli kasi talagang nagka stiff neck ako nung binasabasa ko sya..

hahahahaha.. lels..

 Supeeeer namimiss ko na yung nagbigay saken nito..

Sana magkaron ng chance na makita pa kita ulet..

Gusto ko lang magpasalamat ng madame sayo..

Ayeeeeh..

i'll never stop loving you...

i'll never stop loving you
whatever else I may do
My love for you will live
till time itself is through

i'll never stop wanting you
and when forever is through
my heart will beat
this way it does each time we meet

of this im more just sure
my love will last and ensure
and i'll never no i'll never
stop loving you!!!

BY: BZ18

For me this is the best poem that you'd created...
I just want you to know that I still read every single piece that you've made for me.
It never fails to make me smile.
Thank you so much.
I miss you. ^_^

D.O.T.A.

Just for the sake of KUNG FU PANDA..

I need to learn how to play this game.

 Death Of The Annoying...

{Just Kidding}hehe..

I mean is it worth it?

My friend and I had a deal…

That if I learn playing DOTA,

He’ll treat me to a movie with the rest of the gang.

Huhuhu.. Honestly, I don’t like DOTA.

It’s somehow boring for me. Hehehehe

I don’t know why they were being addict to that game.

But now, I really need to learn that stuff.

{Paano kung hindi ako matuto?}

Huhuhuhu

{angaling galling ko pa naman}

Bwahahahahaha

Guys…help.

Can you give me some tips? Hihihi

Thanks in advance..^_^

"How to Get Rich?"

I was inspired after reading this book so I guess it would be my pleasure to share it with you guys. 

The title of this book was “Rich Dad, Poor Dad” by Robert T. Kiyosaki with Sharon L. Lechter, C.P.A.

Actually it’s about how to get Rich, the common thing that most people wanted to know and wanted to learn.

There were 6 Main Lessons on how to grow wealthier no matter what happens in a world of increasingly change and uncertainty:

LESSON 1: THE RICH DON’T WOK FOR MONEY.

                The Poor and the Middle Class work for money while the Rich have money work for them. Getting a good education and making good grades no longer ensures success. When it comes to money, most people want to play it safe and feel secured. They were afraid of taking the RISKS.

                FEAR is the reason that keeps most people working at a job. Fear of not paying their bills. Fear of being fired and the fear of not having enough money. That’s the trade of price of studying to learn a profession or trades, and then working for money. But learning to have money work you is completely another different course of study. It is a lifetime study. They don’t teach in school on how to master the power of money. If you don’t learn it, you become a slave to money.  The main cause of poverty or financial struggle is FEAR and IGNORANCE, not the economy or government or the RICH. A JOB is really a SHORT-TERM solution to a long-term problem. Its self-inflicted fear and ignorance that that keeps people trapped. The trap caused by 2 emotions, FEAR and DESIRE. It’s not enough just to get rich. If you don’t first handle fear and desire, and you get rich, you’ll only be a high-paid slave.

LESSON 2: WHY TEACH FINANCIAL LITERACY?

                 Money without financial intelligence is money soon gone. If you want to be rich, you need to be financial literate.the actual definition of rich is in the eye of the beholder. You can never be too rich.

LESSON 3: MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.

                 Financial struggle is often directly the result of people working all their life for someone else. Many people will have nothing at the end at the end of their working days. After not taken the time and invested into built your own business, you are now ready to add the magic touch--- the biggest secret of the rich. The secret that puts the rich way ahead of the pack.

LESSON 4: THE HISTORY OF TAXES AND THE POWER OF CORPORATIONS.

                It is the knowledge of the power of the legal structure of the corporation that that really gives the rich a vast advantage over the poor and the middle class. The rich outsmarted the intellectuals, solely because they understood the power of money--- a subject not taught in schools. You need to know the law and how the system works. If you know you're right, you're not afraid of fighting back.

FINANCIAL IQ is made up of knowledge from a broad areas of expertise:

1. ACCOUNTING- also called the FINANCIAL LITERACY. The more money you are responsible for, the more accuracy is required, or the house comes tumbling down. It is the ability to read and understand financial statements. This ability allows you to identify the strengths and weaknesses of any business.

2. INVESTING- also called the SCIENCE of MONEY MAKING MONEY. This involves strategies and formulas.

3. UNDERSTANDING MARKETS- the SCIENCE of SUPPLY and DEMAND.

4. LAW- An individual with the knowledge of the tax advantages and protection provided by a corporation can get rich so much faster than someone who is an employee or a small business sole proprietor.

LESSON 5: THE RICH INVENT MONEY.

                Once we leave school, most of us know that it is not as much a matter of college degrees or good grades that count in the real world. Outside of academics, something more than just grades is required. They called it GUTS, CHUTZPAH, BALLS, AUDACITY, BRAVADO, CUNNING, DARING, TENACITY, and BRILLIANCE. This factor, whatever it is labeled ultimately decide one's future much more than school grades.

                Today, many people were struggling, often working harder, simple because they cling to old ideas. They want things to be the way they were; they resist CHANGE. 

" The rich make money. The more real you think money is, the harder you will work for it. If you can grasp the idea that money is not real, you will grow richer faster."

               The single most powerful asset we have is our MIND. If it is trained well, it can create enormous wealth in what seems to be an instant. An untrained mind can also create extreme poverty that lasts lifetimes by teaching it to their families. There is always a RISK, so learn to manage risk instead of avoiding it.

LESSON 6: WORK TO LEARN--- DON'T WORK FOR MONEY.

                 Workers work hard enough to not be fired and owners pay just enough so that workers wont quit. And if you look at the pay scales of most companies, there is a degree of truth in that statement.

                 Young people should seek work for what they will learn, more than what they will earn. Look down the road at what skills they want to acquire before choosing a specific profession and before getting trapped in the "RAT RACE."

- THE MAIN MANAGEMENT SKILLS NEEDED FOR SUCCESS are

1. The Management of CASH FLOW.

2. The Management of SYSTEMS {including yourself and time with family}

3. The Management of PEOPLE.

To be truly rich, we need to be able to give as well as to receive. Giving money is the secret to most great wealthy families.

MONEY is only an IDEA. If you want more money, simply change your THINKING. Every self-made person started small with an idea then turned it into something BIG. It's what is in your HEAD that determines what is in your hands. Learn to have money work hard for you and your life will be easier and happier.

TODAY, DON'T PLAY IT SAFE, PLAY IT SMART.

To my long lost Friend...

I’ve been thinking so hard on how or in what way I can THANK YOU for everything.

I know we’ve been friends since we were in college.

Funny though how we started as friends, but for me having you as my friend is like a gift.

Even though we don’t see each other often, we took different paths, and even we don’t have a communication for most of the times, still we know that in our hearts our friendship will last and hope that somehow we’ll meet again.

You what I love about my dear friend here?

That even though how many times I’ve changed my number, he still finds way to TRACK me. Haha

He always finds his way to contact or just to have a communication with me then he’ll just ask if I’m still kickin’. Hehe

Aww, he’s so sweet ayt? Harhar

After a few years, he did contact me again.

I was shock when he texted me again and asking me out.

It happened last December 30, 2010, we meet again.

He treated me for dinner and then had some drinks at Padis in Skygarden.

Although we were both tired because we spend a lot of time to decide where to hang out, we still enjoyed the night.

Actually we didn’t notice that it was already 3am in the morning.

(Hindi ko mapigilang tumawa ng malakas pag binabara kita at ayaw mo pang magpatalo.hehe)

It just really means that we enjoyed our company although it was just the two of us.

Then after that he accompanied me to go to my friend who’s at the parlor by that time.

Yes, she’s having her hair spa at midnight. Bwahahaha. So I joined her as well. (whatta trip)

And thank you again for your treat on May 18, 2011 at Trinoma.

You always surprised me.

(Bigla bigla ka na lang kasi nagpaparamdam, para kang MUMU. hihi)

I enjoyed your company again.

I had so much fun with you. Hehe

Still you didn’t fail to make me smile or laugh so hard.

Hope you know that you will always be one of my best friends ever.

I wish that this is not the last time that we’ll be together.

Just remember that even though we don’t see each other that much, even we don’t have communication at most times, we’ll stay friends no matter what happens.

Friends forever ayt?

Hey, I kept what I promised.

I already featured you here in my blog.

Bwahahaha.. (bongga ka, kauna-unahan, goodluck naman kung mabasa mo pa to..hehe)

Thank you so much my dearest friend.

Loveyah..

And because you don’t have a blog or even an account in FB

“IKAW ANG BIDA” 

^_^